There isn't a moment in your life that doesn't count or matter to God. Not one second that you will live on this earth that is without meaning or purpose. And there is never a time that God is not walking with you, watching you and holding you.
God has accounted for your every move, thought, and circumstance. Every move that you have made and will make He is fully aware of. God is the master architect, planner, and Creator of all and He has predestined the perfect and best plans for your life and no one can refute them (not even you!).
Simply surrender your plans and submit to His.
Even when you make a mistake, God has a correction already in place for you, and a solution for every problem and obstacle you will ever face. No one and nothing can prevent you from reaching your God appointed destiny for no one can shut a door that God opens for you, and God's gifts and call on your life is irrecovable (Romans 11:29).
In Jeremiah 29:11 God declares that His plans for us will not harm us but provide us with a future and hope. He ordained these plans to bring Himself glory and radiate His truth throughout the earth as He accomplishes His will through us.
Plans wonderful and divine that you have dreamed them many times, but think they are far too great to accomplish and come to pass. But with God all things are possible so keep dreaming, reaching and walking the path where He profoundly leads (Matthew 19:23-30).
Your life is not too messy, too far gone, too broken, too unworthy, or too insignificant for God to greatly use for His good and purpose. God has not only planned and accounted for your every moment and circumstance but provides sufficient grace to strengthen you and carry you through it all (2Co12:19).
Believe it or not, God chose you to walk even the rough and hard life experiences that your life bears, and He will use these opportunities to draw you into deeper intimacy with Him so you know Him as Father, Saviour, God Almighty, Counsellor, and Friend.
These are times of great trust. Times where you must walk in the faith He provides and the faith where He reveals Himself and directs your steps to grow you. This is also where you give up your self relicance and depend on the God who provides your every need according to the riches of His bounty and glory (Philippians 4:19).
Walk by faith and allow God to direct the moves in your life that He has already orchestrated and set in motion; "for we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to His purpose" (Romans 8:28).